I havent been on this site in over 2 yrs, I totally forgot about it and then finally remembered and logged in. Its amazing to see what 1 or 2 yrs will do to something, whether its a website or even a town its just simply amazing. I have a new love and a new life with her and it couldnt be better, we have had a lot of hard times and some really great good times and i have learned so much more in these past 2 yrs that i cant even begin to explain. Life is so interesting with its twists and turns and ups and downs. Some advice for those of you that may just be realizing things and think life sucks, life does suck but how you choose to act in life usually affects why life is the way it is. BE CAREFUL and ACT how you want life to be.