I havent been on this site in over 2 yrs, I totally forgot about it and then finally remembered and logged in. Its amazing to see what 1 or 2 yrs will do to something, whether its a website or even a town its just simply amazing. I have a new love and a new life with her and it couldnt be better, we have had a lot of hard times and some really great good times and i have learned so much more in these past 2 yrs that i cant even begin to explain. Life is so interesting with its twists and turns and ups and downs. Some advice for those of you that may just be realizing things and think life sucks, life does suck but how you choose to act in life usually affects why life is the way it is. BE CAREFUL and ACT how you want life to be.

I am so fucking sick of my parents and there constant bitching about grades and religion, i mean i believe and that should be enough for them, but no they gotta fucking whine and complain about it not showing up enough in my life and as if that wasnt enough, she has to constantly complain about my grades being low and remind me that if i dont pass i dont graduate which i fucking already know. i am just so sick of sitting here and listening to them bitch about not having any money and then i come in and ask something and they start bitching at me about school and religion and my fucking trenchcoat and GGGGGGGRRRRRRR.....................

oh how i long to be with the one i love most, she is so wonderful i cant wait and hope i get to see her tomorrow, she is so important to me.